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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

2.30 am: I jolted up from my bed and went straight to the toilet as my stomach is having a weird sensation
2.45 am: My stomach ain't feeling well again.
3.30 am: The toilet bowl is a huge magnet and I'm a huge piece of Iron
3.45 am: Toilet, here I come again!!
4.30 am: Can't sleep, went downstairs to drink a cup of hot water.
5.45 am: woke up cause I cant seem to sleep and i realized that I'm having food poisoning.
6.30 am: took a packet of pills, but it doesn't help much
6.45 am: My dear dear told me that she's having diarrhea too
8.15 am: set off to school

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In school, spend much of the time with her thou my stomach is really not feeling good. Luckily she's there to accompany me and indeed, I felt much better. Then, when she was having bio test, I spent my time in the ping pong room. Then, I went out with Bern. Then, we spend quite some time chatting, and I realized a lot of things, thanks to Bern. I get to know some truth about her, and realized it was my fault too, but luckily Bern was there when I was not around when that "thing" happened . Then, we skipped MS class and went to library, revising maths while chatting. Overall, it was a happy day as many answers to the unanswered questions had just came flashing into my brain. The dark clouds are giving way to the bright sunlight. =)


Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Just another day. It started with a wake-up call from her. After my daily morning chores, I set off to school. Overwhelmed with happiness and excitedness as I can get to see her. We chatted happily at the staircase, deep in my heart I was really happy, "下过雨的夏天傍晚" it seems. Then I spent the rest of my day, enjoying while studying =) But something never changed, after school, I was confused again. Is that I'm being too narrow-minded? Or I'm just being green-eyed? The scene that when she was calling Adrian keep flashing through my mind. I was kinda uncomfortable at the moment but I just couldn't seem to tell her. I know that she was joking but I just couldn't control my feeling. Then, I was kinda ignoring her slightly. It was my fault again. But, I just couldn't help but to envy the others, how they respect each other and cherish their relationships. I know that she is a playful and cheerful girl and jokes like that is just a simple blurt from the mouth and I know that she didn't mean it. But, it happened a few times and I just couldn't seem to treat it as a joke. Useless me, it seems. I just couldnt tell her, I don't want her to change her own nature just because of me, its not worth it. But, I've promised her I'll tell her everything that I'm thinking. Honestly, I'm confused. Maybe someday I'll get use to it and I'm definitely trying my best to do so. But, no matter what, I'll cherish our relationship.


Friday, September 12, 2008


Now, I've lost someone I loved and someone I respected. The day when I reached there, I saw my ahpo sitting beside him, praying constantly for him. Then, I saw her face, there was obviously weariness and sadness written all over her face, she's not been sleeping well for the past few days, and her eyes is swollen and dry. The moment I saw that, I couldn't hold my tears any longer. They've been together for more than half a century, wading through all sorts of hardships and obstacles in life but now, she's all alone. There's no one for her to talk to, there's no one to accompany her during tea time, no one to accompany her when she's watching TV. But, during the moment she took the last sight of him, she didn't cried. She was calm and steady and was smiling slightly before the casket was closed. Then I realized, there's something in life that we must be able to let go and not clinging to it desperately. I felt sad throughout the week but there're more people who suffers more than me who are my mum and her siblings and my ahpo. But now that they're willing to let him go, I realized that I should let him go too and get back to reality. Life goes on.