Just another day. It started with a wake-up call from her. After my daily morning chores, I set off to school. Overwhelmed with happiness and excitedness as I can get to see her. We chatted happily at the staircase, deep in my heart I was really happy, "下过雨的夏天傍晚" it seems. Then I spent the rest of my day, enjoying while studying =) But something never changed, after school, I was confused again. Is that I'm being too narrow-minded? Or I'm just being green-eyed? The scene that when she was calling Adrian keep flashing through my mind. I was kinda uncomfortable at the moment but I just couldn't seem to tell her. I know that she was joking but I just couldn't control my feeling. Then, I was kinda ignoring her slightly. It was my fault again. But, I just couldn't help but to envy the others, how they respect each other and cherish their relationships. I know that she is a playful and cheerful girl and jokes like that is just a simple blurt from the mouth and I know that she didn't mean it. But, it happened a few times and I just couldn't seem to treat it as a joke. Useless me, it seems. I just couldnt tell her, I don't want her to change her own nature just because of me, its not worth it. But, I've promised her I'll tell her everything that I'm thinking. Honestly, I'm confused. Maybe someday I'll get use to it and I'm definitely trying my best to do so. But, no matter what, I'll cherish our relationship.